Sometimes I don't understand how things work. In particular, life. But things happen for a reason right??
So I'm hoping.
Why else would be tempted with something that could be so great, just to have it taken away. there's a reason, that's the only explanation.
But at the same time, it's so hard to deal with.
So, i think for now, i'm going to try and forget about it...well maybe not forget, but push it to the back of my mind. It really hurts to know what i can't have right now, and to think of it all the time, hurts even worse.
Oh, and to make things even better, i don't know who my true friends are anymore. I know a few of them, but someone who claimed to be my 'best' friend, turns out not to be. Hmm.
not cool. but not my choice.
So i just have to plan out my future a little different, that's all. move out of this hell hole by myself. i can do this.
Time will tell what will happen.
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